Yesterday I wrote on my Blog, posted another snippet to my Facebook page and did one tweet.  Again I did not spend the time on my book that I had allocated but I did manage one hour in the morning re-writing or editing Chapter 14.  Today is a new day and I am just about to make a cup of tea and disappear for a couple of hours to continue where I left off.  Really need to ask myself the question ‘Am I being truly honest or am I using every other reason as an excuse  to not get to this project?’  I am my own worst enemy.  FEAR can stop me from doing the very thing I am so passionate about.  The fear of failure or the fear of success…..what if I am not good enough and my writing sucks and my story is not worth publishing or even worse I lose my family in the process because I have done the very thing that validates who I am as a person.  Their fear  keeps my family from giving the support I crave.  My book is about me and my journey and is not being written to hurt anyone.  My truth is my reality and I CAN’T and WON’T change that.  Here is to a more productive day…..#doitregardless